Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Dear Husband

(In a picture, I dissolve, it dissolves, I get up and it's Thursday morning.)

A thousand angels wrapped around my heart
My thoughts, let go
My mind said "feel", "let go"

What I see is not a sinking feeling but a light secular white manuevering
My eyes quick with yearning.

Not sweating with love in my veins,
it doesn't rot in front of me in waste
but bloom ripe, young in voice.

My lips are altered not ashamed to kiss, again.
Wind winding around angelic sighs.

(It is 5:00am and I lay next to you but I don't love you.)

A thousand angels turned in beauty breeding together fixing a wandering in astrology.

They send my body - forcing the flowers to grow arting the tress to
consume themselves in burning heat.

The vanity pushing light in sweet embrace
I am once more
I am once more - take notice

Hold me with your eyes - I say
Extend your eyes dear husband with affection dreamscaping into
my breast passing strong vibrations on my legs
my arms, my neck,flesh and bone themselves burning flocks of fate
at once, the river stops and stays.

(It's 5:30a and you (my husband) want to make passionate love. All I can think about is the shining sun.)

The imagination of flowers and embracing trees that I begged for sweet.
One more drink (with thirst)
I vow
Steamed in golden banks
I fasten myself to their wings and we fly.

(It's 7:30a and I go to the kitchen to make breakfast for you (my husband). I peer out the window to feel the beautiful sun on my face.)

Desire of beauty engraved in sands;
Sighs never-ending and enchanting rush;
The silver strains upon my brow - striking.
They listen to the sun and obey
and they have taken what has fallen to the earth.

I pray lending a kiss that says "hello and goodnight"
to allure the strangeness of your smile.

All of heaven light buying my heart -
a cure for an inward feeling for me -
a freeness of my soul and humbly my friend
all the angels sit around me to take root
to devour and seize my soul.

I mean to bear the cooling of tears down my face-
its purifying drops on my base.
I respect the soft moisture from the sea as it alters my ocean - its flow.
The secret influences my loving embrace to be looked upon with beauty
Breath that transforms the sun every quick lowering of a cloud
angels savage the beasts from east to west - me (the one).

(After attending to you (my husband) and seeing you off to work, I go to my desk. The sun is stil with me and so is my deep affection for the sun. You, my husband have left. I can't take it back and I continue to write in my book.)

Excusing all of today's corruption -
when the red has parted from the rose.

I cannot see the dead of night because of the light
that shines in my eyes from all the motion winged white.

Toward the light - the image of a thousand angels appear

In my dreams
and I go.


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